Tuesday, October 5, 2010

to derby, or not to derby...


I just don't know what to do about derby this year. Training starts NEXT WEEK. I'm registered, but I don't know whether I should even go along. What happens if I get (and stay) pregnant? I won't be able to train or play and I'd be taking a place away from someone else who might really really want to be there.

But what if I DONT get pregnant, or what if I do and miscarry again? I would really need the outlet to be able to fight and skate out some of my anger and bitterness.

Plus its kind of flattering that two of the top players in our city's top league keep asking whether I will go for fresh meat with their league.

Oh it's a derby dilemma. Dammit.




6 comments:

  1. oOoOo no dilemma, DERBY!!!

    This is on my list of things to do...if I ever work up enough guts!

    x

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  2. I say go for it! And if/when you get pregnant do what you have to.

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  3. I vote do it! Don't hold up your life for the possibilities... This is something you love - go for it!

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  4. I say derby. You can always be a derby dropout if you need to ... and you'd be cheered on even if you had to be sidelined.

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  5. PLEASE go for it! And why are you so stingy with the pictures????

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  6. I say do it. It will be good for you soul.
    D.

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