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Monday, October 4, 2010

nostalgia...

Hello dahlings, it's been awhile. Would you believe that we finally made it away for a weekend? I have been dying for a break for months now, and my darling girl delivered, taking a day off work so we could go away for 3 days :) I have loads of lovely photos to share of the beach and the fishing fun that was had, but I am so tired and haven't uploaded them all yet, I'll save that for tomorrow.

*sidenote* eww I just squashed a gigantic blowfly...with my notebook. Ew. Didn't think that one through...may have to throw it away now...*

Been feeling a little nostalgic today, reading my old blogs that I just discovered - I thought they were lost in time and the internets (way back in 2002 - I was still a teenager, how bizarre). One of my favourite lines in there had to be "I'll tell you all about how my future nearly got flushed down the dunny like a dead goldfish today". Ah, good times :)


I don't have terribly much to say today. Am in a bit of a rough baby spot at the moment, feeling my grief more than usual. I think I'm going to leave this short and pointless entry here, I'm feeling a little sad and need to go watch some really crappy late night tv and have a cry.

Stillbirth, the gift that keeps on giving, and giving, and fucking giving.



4 comments:

  1. Glad you got away ... and *hugs* to you today. I hate that this "gift keeps giving."

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  2. I'm so sorry you're in a bad place right now. But I'm very happy for you that you were able to have a little break. Hugs to you!!!

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  3. Glad to hear that you managed to get away!!

    xx

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  4. Yeah. I kinda blew it out all ugly this wk. Not really the way I thought people would find out, but is there really an easy way to share it?

    I hope it passes very soon.

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