Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Because I can...but I don't want to.

I dyed my hair purple the other day...because I can. I've drunk more red wine in the past few weeks than I have in the past few years...because I can. I had a migraine this morning so I took the strongest painkillers I could find...because I can.

I don't want to be able to do these things!

Roller derby and red wine and purple hair and painkillers...all things I have great affection for and enjoy wholeheartedly but I wish I couldn't be doing any of them right now. I'm still just feeling bitter and hate thinking the "I should be almost 9 weeks pregnant right now" thoughts. They just make me more bitter and twisted than I already am.

I'm out of thoughts. The same things are on a carousel in my mind and I'm just sick of it!

I need to pull myself back on track. Stay tuned for better entries...hopefully with a more interesting topic than my broken record of wah wah woe is me...

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5 comments:

  1. It sucks it really does. gotta see that purple hair though:)
    ((HUGS))

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  2. Oh please I want to see the purple hair :D

    Thats is a really good quote, mind if I snag it?

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  3. Roll on, sister, roll on. Laugh at your wine stained teeth and bruises. Enjoy every minute until you hop back on the wagon.

    And who said you need to wait 4 hours between painkillers? Ummm... Percocet....

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  4. I am late to comment, but I am so sorry for your loss. I wish you couldn't do these things either. Life just doesn't seem fair at times, does it?

    Great quote.

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  5. Sometimes doing everything "wrong" - feels and is - right. Yes - please share the purple hair. :o)

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