Well well it's ICLW again already!
For the first time in awhile I am not mid-IVF this ICLW. I should be, but my clinic are a bunch of raving incompetents.....I digress.
A brief rundown of who I am as a blogger would say:
My name is Suzy.
I have three babies - two boys on earth, one boy in the stars. He was stillborn at term in February 2008 and my heart aches for him every day.
I am now TTC again via IVF/ICSI and have had two consecutive miscarriages at 7 weeks.
I am starting to think that it will never happen for us and that we are just going through the motions.
I watch too much TV.
I recently had a major health scare as my specialists believed I had large brain tumours.
Turns out I don't. Thanks for scaring 10 years off my life though.
I love all three of my children fiercely.
I'm a wannabe perfect housewife who has an aversion to cleaning.
I love my camera and wish I had more time to perfect my art.
That's me. In a nutshell. Welcome. Kick off your shoes in the hallway (everyone else here does) and make yourself at home.
Hi Suzy.. been thinking of you. Positive and healing thoughs!! Lots of love your way!xo
ReplyDeleteHi, visiting from ICLW. I'm so sorry for your heartbreaking loss. I can't even imagine how difficult it must have been. I hope you find lots of support from the IF community. I also write an IF blog (www.infertilitydoula.com). But my other identity is being a mom, who also loves photography.
ReplyDeleteHello from ICLW!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for the pain you have been through
I wish you all the best for your next IVF attempt!
ICLW #100
Sooo glad you don't have a brain tumor, but I'm hoping you'll still get your rainbow baby despite your deal!
ReplyDeleteI'm learning to love my camera but it's new and does lots of fantastic things that just confuse me :-(( LOL perhaps I should have learned about DSLR's BEFORE buying one?!?
ReplyDelete*Mwah*
xx
Hey Suzy...love your blog! Sorry you've dealt with so much loss recently. I too wonder if I'll ever again be pregnant, such a long frustrating journey. So sorry to hear of your recent health scare, but glad everything ended up being alright. Happy ICLW:)
ReplyDeleteHi Suzy! It's very nice to "meet" you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry for the loss of beautiful little Starbaby and your miscarriages - what an awful, awful heartache.
Thank goodness for kindred spirits on the internet. I don't know what I would have done without the friends in my computer.
Best of luck as you continue your journey.
(ICLW)
Oh hai, Miss Suzy. *WAVES*
ReplyDeleteWhat the hell about the brain tumours?? Freaky, mate. So glad you're ok.
Your Starbaby is truly beautiful, and I wish you the deepest, truest smooth TTC journey. xo
Wishing you the very best with your upcoming IVF cycle. Hoping it brings you your beautiful baby in your arms. It sounds as though you have had such a rough ride to reach this point, I truly hope your journey will soon find its happy ending.
ReplyDeleteHappy ICLW
Hi - I hope with all my heart that you get the baby you want one day soon. (((hugs))) xxx
ReplyDeleteYour Starbaby is gorgeous. I am so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by my blog.
ICLW
You've been through so much, that I can't imagine dealing with the possibility of a brain tumor on top of it.
ReplyDeleteBest wishes on your upcoming IVF cycle.
ICLW
Wow, you have been through so much! I couldn't even imagine...
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